A answer to my prayers

You walked into my life, when there was darkness all around. No one saw the sorrow behind the composed and smiling face. You did. But you didn't walk away after expressing sympathy. You chose to stay. You walked in, when everyone had walked out. You came as an answer to my prayer.

You listened to me patiently. You made me pour it all out. You never gave up. You made me look at the positive side when all that oozed out of me was negativity. We discovered so much in common. You became my best friend. Someone who respected me and genuinely cared for me. God answered yet another prayer.

I saw myself in you. You were a reflection of me.Never had I imagined that you'd like me. You never expressed it, but I knew it. I tried to push you away. Because I feared that you'd leave me and go away. I didn't want to face it again. I didn't believe in love anymore. But you weren't amongst those who'd relent and walk away. You persisted. What a fool I was to have resisted, when God was answering another of my prayers.

My cup of love overflows for you. Never have I met another like you. They don't make anymore like you! Unconditional love was something I had read of. You showed me what it was like to experience it. You make me feel so special. You give meaning to my life. You make me look forward to the future with tremendous amount of hope. A hope of the last of my prayers to be answered. 

I still exist!

It's been so very long since I last wrote. It feels I've forgotten how to write...forgotten that I have a TV I can watch...forgotten that there is music I love to listen to...Forgotten that I exist online....Hey no! I am not suffering from amnesia! And I had no intentions of giving up the worldly pleasures so early on in my life either! 

There is a little bit of a turmoil in my personal life at the moment. I am not trying to escape from it and I don't mind going right through it, if that is the only way out. I know my path isn't wrong. Just need a little bit of a push, shove and a lift from Him.

I was never a workaholic but that is who I sound like these days! Who thinks of work and solving problems in his or her dreams! I involuntarily do! Oh No no no. Am not in love with work at all. I have forgotten to allow myself life beyond work. Life is very beautiful. Way too precious to be spent wallowing in misery and escaping through sleep! Someone hammer that down my head!!

I hope each of you is doing well. I have so very much to catch up on! I just hope I am more regular and in touch with myself in the days to come! Regards to each of you and sincere wishes for your good health, happiness and peace :-)

Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right!

A very Happy and blessed New Year 2011 to everyone who has stopped by! I sincerely wish and pray and this New Year gives each you everything that your heart desires. It feels this New Year is going to be extra special. I've a strong hunch. I hope it is special for all of you too.

Very rarely does my New Year start on such a happy and positive note. I am glad it did this year. I hope it is one of the best years of your lives too!

Having a weekend coinciding with the New Year festivities gave it a grand start. 

Was it the general enthusiasm and gaiety in the air that rubbed off, on each of us or was it our altered state of mind which gave us so much happiness. It's difficult to say. Maybe a mix of both. During such big festivals and occasions, everyone is so busy being happy and enjoying themselves to the hilt that it's difficult to be worried and sad. You tend to put away your cares for another day too. I wonder why it isn't the case all year through. 

Being happy is really a choice you make everyday, every moment. Not like I didn't know it before, but contemplation makes the realization even deeper. 

Why resist the flow of the river with all your might and waste your energy thus, when you can flow with it to places you've always wanted to visit. Why stop at the first boulder that came your way, when you can flow around it and be on your way. 

The energy that positive people exude rubs off on everyone around. It is impossible to stay unaffected. One lamp lights another and soon you've a bright and cheerful room. Where there is no place for darkness.

I wish you a relaxed, happy , rejuvenating  and a fresh New year. Full of hopes, aspirations and dreams. With tremendous faith to see each of them materialize.